It's a dance. .
It's a roller coaster.
It is a dance on the roller coaster.
The dance began almost a year ago. The roller coaster ride began shortly after. I thought it was you, but I think it is more me. I don't know what to do, what came over me, how to act or more importantly - react.
I have grown, cowered, explored and worried. I found out more about myself and at the same time even less about myself.
Yes a study in contradictions. How can you dance without a partner? How can you ride a roller coaster alone? You do it by yourself and find you have missed much in life but find that you have also grown.
I want you, I need you, but do you want me, do you need me? It doesn't seem so.
Where do I go from here?
More rides?
More dances?
Can I ride the roller coaster and still dance?
I don't think I can do the ride any longer or dance alone...
